Deceived.
Friday, June 8, 2012
Jonghyun's eyelids were persistent. The clock struck midnight and the male still had his eyes wide open, devoted to the the sight of Chanhee's peaceful sleeping face.
To me, there’s no one else but you
I’m sorry that I can’t let you go like this
I can’t escape from you anymore
I am so used to you now
Tracing his dainty finger over Chanhee's cold lips he was yearning forever. His heart, aching, an unbearable desire to touch the sleeping boy, kiss him, make love to him, whisper those soft, honey-like words yet burning once they're heard, into Chanhee's ears, then violating every inch of the boy's body. But he knew for sure that regrets would drown him if he did so.
Still, this is an opportune moment that shouldn't be waste. Jonghyun hastily got out of the bed and began to search for something. Not long after, the thing he was looking for; a long piece of cloth, thick enough to block a person's view, was found.
I’m a fool, who only knows you
We used to be happy just looking at each other
You used to say you couldn’t live without me
With the thick cloth within his grip, Jonghyun got back onto bed and sat down besides Chanhee. His sleeping face triggered a switch inside Jonghyun's mind as memories of being together with him appeared one by one. Each of them reminding the good time those two used to had together after their relationship was interrupted by his sweet-faced hyung, Byunghun.
Since then, Jonghyun and Chanhee started to get into meaningless fights that usually lasts a week or so. Everything was breaking down right before his very eyes. Soon, Jonghyun thought. It'll end soon. Our relationship, my happiness, me.
Two days later it was over. Byunghun got what he wanted. Jonghyun woke up one day in bed to find that Chanhee wasn't there. He got up and soon found a letter slipped under his alarm clock.
Now please come back to me
You are just absent from my side right now
I wanted to believe that’s true
Jonghyun stared at Chanhee's face, feeling empty. He tilted his head a little and gently place his lips onto Chanhee's. It felt wrong but it was what he needed.
"Chanhee......" Jonghyun slipped his hands under the male's shirt and began nibbling his earlobe tenderly.
Slowly, Chanhee's eyes began to open. His vision was blurred at first but it soon came to him that Jonghyun was doing something to him.
"YAH!" Chanhee tried to push Jonghyun off him but it was worthless because Jonghyun was clearly too strong for him. He shut his eyes tightly and tried to think of what was happening was just a part of his dream.
"Here. Wear this and just think of it as if you're doing this with Byunghun. You miss him, right? That's why you came here to spend the night with me, are my assumptions correct?" Jonghyun said.
Shyly, the other nodded . He thought of asking whether what they were about to do okay or not, but decided against it as the answer would probably be rather disappointing; of course it is. Chanhee grab hold of the cloth, place it on his eyes and tied it around his head.
Unperturbed, he began stripping himself. One by one, pieces of Chanhee's clothing fell to the floor. His skin was like porcelain, his features popped out perfectly, his cock, thick and innocent. Jonghyun was dazed by his natural beauty and began to strip himself. His eyes was racked over Chanhee's body from head to toe.
Jonghyun made his way to the patient male and pressed his lips against Chanhee. Strangled sounds made from the back of his throat but Chanhee soon resubmitted to the kiss as he wrapped his skinny yet powerful arms around Jonghyun's neck.
Pulling back, Jonghyun played with the other's nipples, caressing it mildly with his tongue before moving to Chanhee's entrance. The groans and moans made by the older satisfied him but it wasn't enough, so Jonghyun put a halt to what he was doing.
Sweats were beading from the dominants forehead, his eyes focusing on Chanhee's intense face which soon turned into a soft shade of pink. Jonghyun smirked and continued by shoving his fingers past the older's abused lips, letting Chanhee's fat tongue do all the work.
Soon enough, he pulled his fingers out and placed them directly in front of Chanhee's entrance. He pushed a finger first ,so Chanhee could get used to him and then added another digit.
Fuck getting this guy ready. My cock is aching like hell! Jonghyun pulled his fingers out and pressed his lips against Chanhee's, telling him that he'll be gentle.
Spreading Chanhee's legs wide and placing them onto his shoulders, Jonghyun cupped his heavy cock and aimed for Chanhee's hole before pushing into it slowly, making Chanhee feel the unexplainable pleasure which he was having.
He felt as if he was tearing apart as Jonghyun pushed himself deeper and deeper and finally, Chanhee snaped, letting out a tiny weep as he arched his back. Jonghyun's action came to a halt as he then planted a kiss onto Chanhee's swollen lips, making the poor boy's temperature becoming more vivid.
"I could sto-....ngh" before he could finish his sentence, Chanhee had already swap position with Jonghyun. It was amazing how his body reflected the soft moonlight beaming through the windows. Jonghyun could see how perfectly Chanhee's built was and blushed.
With both his hands placed on Chanhee's skinny hips, Jonghyun started guiding Chanhee's slow but remarkably powerful thrusts. The speed increased everytime he pushed his cock entirely inside of Chanhee's hole, switching angles everytime.
They came and they came hard. Collapsing onto Jonghyun's chest, Chanhee was barely able to keep his eyes open at the slightest bit. Their chest were wet and sticky from the sweat but they didn't mind one bit.
"B-byunghun...I love you", the older manage to catch his breath.
Gently, Jonghyun untied the piece of cloth covering Chanhee's eyes, revealing a pair of tired orbs and within seconds, they were shut as Chanhee fell asleep.
I thought we would never change
It’s all my fault
If there’s nothing we can do now
If you have no choice but to do that
Then I’ll forget you
I need to forget you, I need to forget you
But… but…
You warned yourself Jonghyun and yet, you did it to him, you had sex with him. The way he was whimpered, moaned your name out loud, it felt good then it was all a lie. He was mentally doing it with Byunghun, not you. He was just using your body. You mean nothing to him. You're empty.
Jonghyun's eyelids were persistent. The clock struck midnight and the male still had his eyes wide open, devoted to the the sight of Chanhee's peaceful sleeping face.
To me, there’s no one else but you
I’m sorry that I can’t let you go like this
I can’t escape from you anymore
I am so used to you now
Tracing his dainty finger over Chanhee's cold lips he was yearning forever. His heart, aching, an unbearable desire to touch the sleeping boy, kiss him, make love to him, whisper those soft, honey-like words yet burning once they're heard, into Chanhee's ears, then violating every inch of the boy's body. But he knew for sure that regrets would drown him if he did so.
Still, this is an opportune moment that shouldn't be waste. Jonghyun hastily got out of the bed and began to search for something. Not long after, the thing he was looking for; a long piece of cloth, thick enough to block a person's view, was found.
I’m a fool, who only knows you
We used to be happy just looking at each other
You used to say you couldn’t live without me
With the thick cloth within his grip, Jonghyun got back onto bed and sat down besides Chanhee. His sleeping face triggered a switch inside Jonghyun's mind as memories of being together with him appeared one by one. Each of them reminding the good time those two used to had together after their relationship was interrupted by his sweet-faced hyung, Byunghun.
Since then, Jonghyun and Chanhee started to get into meaningless fights that usually lasts a week or so. Everything was breaking down right before his very eyes. Soon, Jonghyun thought. It'll end soon. Our relationship, my happiness, me.
Two days later it was over. Byunghun got what he wanted. Jonghyun woke up one day in bed to find that Chanhee wasn't there. He got up and soon found a letter slipped under his alarm clock.
I'm sorry, Jonghyun.
We're done.
Chanhee.
Since that, he was never the same person as he was. He started skipping meals, isolating himself from his friends and taking on depression pills.
Luckily, one of his closes friends, Daniel noticed what was wrong with him. He immediately went to see the boy and not long after, he managed to help Jonghyun get back on his feet.
But once something is scarred, it will heal physically, but never emotionally.
You are just absent from my side right now
I wanted to believe that’s true
Jonghyun stared at Chanhee's face, feeling empty. He tilted his head a little and gently place his lips onto Chanhee's. It felt wrong but it was what he needed.
"Chanhee......" Jonghyun slipped his hands under the male's shirt and began nibbling his earlobe tenderly.
Slowly, Chanhee's eyes began to open. His vision was blurred at first but it soon came to him that Jonghyun was doing something to him.
"YAH!" Chanhee tried to push Jonghyun off him but it was worthless because Jonghyun was clearly too strong for him. He shut his eyes tightly and tried to think of what was happening was just a part of his dream.
"Here. Wear this and just think of it as if you're doing this with Byunghun. You miss him, right? That's why you came here to spend the night with me, are my assumptions correct?" Jonghyun said.
Shyly, the other nodded . He thought of asking whether what they were about to do okay or not, but decided against it as the answer would probably be rather disappointing; of course it is. Chanhee grab hold of the cloth, place it on his eyes and tied it around his head.
Unperturbed, he began stripping himself. One by one, pieces of Chanhee's clothing fell to the floor. His skin was like porcelain, his features popped out perfectly, his cock, thick and innocent. Jonghyun was dazed by his natural beauty and began to strip himself. His eyes was racked over Chanhee's body from head to toe.
Jonghyun made his way to the patient male and pressed his lips against Chanhee. Strangled sounds made from the back of his throat but Chanhee soon resubmitted to the kiss as he wrapped his skinny yet powerful arms around Jonghyun's neck.
Pulling back, Jonghyun played with the other's nipples, caressing it mildly with his tongue before moving to Chanhee's entrance. The groans and moans made by the older satisfied him but it wasn't enough, so Jonghyun put a halt to what he was doing.
Sweats were beading from the dominants forehead, his eyes focusing on Chanhee's intense face which soon turned into a soft shade of pink. Jonghyun smirked and continued by shoving his fingers past the older's abused lips, letting Chanhee's fat tongue do all the work.
Soon enough, he pulled his fingers out and placed them directly in front of Chanhee's entrance. He pushed a finger first ,so Chanhee could get used to him and then added another digit.
Fuck getting this guy ready. My cock is aching like hell! Jonghyun pulled his fingers out and pressed his lips against Chanhee's, telling him that he'll be gentle.
Spreading Chanhee's legs wide and placing them onto his shoulders, Jonghyun cupped his heavy cock and aimed for Chanhee's hole before pushing into it slowly, making Chanhee feel the unexplainable pleasure which he was having.
He felt as if he was tearing apart as Jonghyun pushed himself deeper and deeper and finally, Chanhee snaped, letting out a tiny weep as he arched his back. Jonghyun's action came to a halt as he then planted a kiss onto Chanhee's swollen lips, making the poor boy's temperature becoming more vivid.
"I could sto-....ngh" before he could finish his sentence, Chanhee had already swap position with Jonghyun. It was amazing how his body reflected the soft moonlight beaming through the windows. Jonghyun could see how perfectly Chanhee's built was and blushed.
With both his hands placed on Chanhee's skinny hips, Jonghyun started guiding Chanhee's slow but remarkably powerful thrusts. The speed increased everytime he pushed his cock entirely inside of Chanhee's hole, switching angles everytime.
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They came and they came hard. Collapsing onto Jonghyun's chest, Chanhee was barely able to keep his eyes open at the slightest bit. Their chest were wet and sticky from the sweat but they didn't mind one bit.
"B-byunghun...I love you", the older manage to catch his breath.
Gently, Jonghyun untied the piece of cloth covering Chanhee's eyes, revealing a pair of tired orbs and within seconds, they were shut as Chanhee fell asleep.
I thought we would never change
It’s all my fault
If there’s nothing we can do now
If you have no choice but to do that
Then I’ll forget you
I need to forget you, I need to forget you
But… but…
You warned yourself Jonghyun and yet, you did it to him, you had sex with him. The way he was whimpered, moaned your name out loud, it felt good then it was all a lie. He was mentally doing it with Byunghun, not you. He was just using your body. You mean nothing to him. You're empty.