Kiss Kiss Kiss.
Thursday, December 29, 2011
He clutched onto Minsoo's shirt and tried hard to retain his tears. He couldn't take it anymore with the lies. Being fooled by someone you loved was horrible.
Keeping it all in won't help him at all. Letting all the revenge sink into the bottom of his heart would be bad for him and he knew it.
"There, there" the older began to stroke Byunghun's hair lovingly and began to hum a lullaby to sooth the younger who was filled with rage and disappointment at that moment. He'd experienced a hangover before and he knew that it was horrid, so he tried his best to comfort Byunghun.
Being so close to Minsoo makes him feel safe. Byunghun could feel the warmth as he dug his head into Minsoo's chest and began to shed tears of pain. Pain that was poking his chest like needles. Minsoo said nothing as he slowly began to wrap his arms around Byunghun to make the younger feel safe. It did. Byunghun felt that he had someone to rely on.
Crying seems to be the solution to Byunghun's problem as he felt a little better after doing so. He used the back of his hands to wipe his tears and he began to part himself from Minsoo's chest and look at him, straight into the eye.
"M-minsoo...Can you uhm... stay with me for the night? I could really use the extra company since well.. he's gone" Byunghun lowered his head as he recalled of that backstabbing bastard's face, Lee Chanhee.
Minsoo cupped the younger's face and used his thumb to wipe the flowing tears.
"Yes, I will" he spoke so gentle that the wind could be put to shame.
They were both cuddled up on the sofa since Byunghun said he wanted to to sleep on the sofa before watching a movie. Thus being the good hyung he is, Minsoo just went along with it.
At first, they argued with the choices of movie. Minsoo wanted to watch some kind of horror movie but Byunghun on the other hand, had his own interest in Disney movies. In the end, they settled with The Little Mermaid.
Byunghun skidded closer until he could feel Minsoo's heart beating to the sound of the clock ticking. Byunghun wondered if their hearts beat in unison for a second there before he was caught staring at Minsoo's lips.
"Byunghun?" the younger didn't reply and just gazed into the elder's eyes.
Minsoo pursed his lips and shut his eyes tight. "Never mind"
He couldn't bare the pain within his aching heart anymore. He had to destroy the dam that was holding his feelings inside his heart and let the water flow again to stop himself from being drowned in his own feelings. He just had to. But sadly, it looks like that won't happen any time soon.
Minsoo had this fear of being rejected. He'd been promptly rejected once by his dorm mate, Daniel, once when he confessed his feelings towards him. Being the coward he is, he decided to just stay shut and watch the movie.
An hour had passed and the movie has ended and Byunghun was dwelling in happiness.
"That was by far the best Disney movie ever"
Minsoo nodded to the boy's statement in distrait. He needed sleep and he knows he's not getting any soon. HE desperately wanted Byunghun to show some signs that he was sleepy.
As if he read Minsoo's mind, Byunghun gently placed his head onto the elder's lap. He smiled gratefully to the sight of his gorgeous leader's collarbones. He wanted to kiss those amazing features and do such abusive things to the elder but at this state, being so tired, he stored the thought away, planning that he'll probably do it later on when he's feeling better.
"Minsoo..." He could hardly hear himself speak but he was sure Minsoo heard it.
"Yes?"
"I love you" Byunghun spoke before shutting his eyes. Minsoo felt his body stiffen.
"I-I love you too" he managed to get the words untagled from his tongue. It looks like he was too late. Byunghun had already confessed before he even had the chance to do so.
Before he knew it, Byunghun got up and closed the gap between them, smacking Minsoo's plump,wet lips with his own. It was sensational, so intense that Minsoo's heart could explode any time. Having Byunghun's majestic fingers caressing his abs at the same time was shockingly astounding.
The moment could only to be described in one word : perfect.
Newsflash; he just realized that he was in love with the leader for this whole time and the leader realized that he didn't have to face his fear of rejection anymore.
He clutched onto Minsoo's shirt and tried hard to retain his tears. He couldn't take it anymore with the lies. Being fooled by someone you loved was horrible.
Keeping it all in won't help him at all. Letting all the revenge sink into the bottom of his heart would be bad for him and he knew it.
"There, there" the older began to stroke Byunghun's hair lovingly and began to hum a lullaby to sooth the younger who was filled with rage and disappointment at that moment. He'd experienced a hangover before and he knew that it was horrid, so he tried his best to comfort Byunghun.
Being so close to Minsoo makes him feel safe. Byunghun could feel the warmth as he dug his head into Minsoo's chest and began to shed tears of pain. Pain that was poking his chest like needles. Minsoo said nothing as he slowly began to wrap his arms around Byunghun to make the younger feel safe. It did. Byunghun felt that he had someone to rely on.
Crying seems to be the solution to Byunghun's problem as he felt a little better after doing so. He used the back of his hands to wipe his tears and he began to part himself from Minsoo's chest and look at him, straight into the eye.
"M-minsoo...Can you uhm... stay with me for the night? I could really use the extra company since well.. he's gone" Byunghun lowered his head as he recalled of that backstabbing bastard's face, Lee Chanhee.
Minsoo cupped the younger's face and used his thumb to wipe the flowing tears.
"Yes, I will" he spoke so gentle that the wind could be put to shame.
They were both cuddled up on the sofa since Byunghun said he wanted to to sleep on the sofa before watching a movie. Thus being the good hyung he is, Minsoo just went along with it.
At first, they argued with the choices of movie. Minsoo wanted to watch some kind of horror movie but Byunghun on the other hand, had his own interest in Disney movies. In the end, they settled with The Little Mermaid.
Byunghun skidded closer until he could feel Minsoo's heart beating to the sound of the clock ticking. Byunghun wondered if their hearts beat in unison for a second there before he was caught staring at Minsoo's lips.
"Byunghun?" the younger didn't reply and just gazed into the elder's eyes.
Minsoo pursed his lips and shut his eyes tight. "Never mind"
He couldn't bare the pain within his aching heart anymore. He had to destroy the dam that was holding his feelings inside his heart and let the water flow again to stop himself from being drowned in his own feelings. He just had to. But sadly, it looks like that won't happen any time soon.
Minsoo had this fear of being rejected. He'd been promptly rejected once by his dorm mate, Daniel, once when he confessed his feelings towards him. Being the coward he is, he decided to just stay shut and watch the movie.
An hour had passed and the movie has ended and Byunghun was dwelling in happiness.
"That was by far the best Disney movie ever"
Minsoo nodded to the boy's statement in distrait. He needed sleep and he knows he's not getting any soon. HE desperately wanted Byunghun to show some signs that he was sleepy.
As if he read Minsoo's mind, Byunghun gently placed his head onto the elder's lap. He smiled gratefully to the sight of his gorgeous leader's collarbones. He wanted to kiss those amazing features and do such abusive things to the elder but at this state, being so tired, he stored the thought away, planning that he'll probably do it later on when he's feeling better.
"Minsoo..." He could hardly hear himself speak but he was sure Minsoo heard it.
"Yes?"
"I love you" Byunghun spoke before shutting his eyes. Minsoo felt his body stiffen.
"I-I love you too" he managed to get the words untagled from his tongue. It looks like he was too late. Byunghun had already confessed before he even had the chance to do so.
Before he knew it, Byunghun got up and closed the gap between them, smacking Minsoo's plump,wet lips with his own. It was sensational, so intense that Minsoo's heart could explode any time. Having Byunghun's majestic fingers caressing his abs at the same time was shockingly astounding.
The moment could only to be described in one word : perfect.
Newsflash; he just realized that he was in love with the leader for this whole time and the leader realized that he didn't have to face his fear of rejection anymore.